Mummyhood

Wow, what a week. Samantha is 8 days old. It’s amazing. I’ll be honest and tell you it’s been a topsy turvy week. Being in hospital for 4.5 days may sound good to some people, but it was a nightmare. What I hated most was assumptions, judgement and...

Home again

We returned home with our little bundle of joy on Friday May 11. It’s sooooo good to be home. The reality doesn’t quite measure up to the fantasy that has been building in my mind for many years, but I am still in awe that the little girl I hold in my arms...

Going Home!!!

On Sunday night I lit 2 candles to remember my tiny Peter, and then Sean lit about 4 or 5 others as well, so we had them all around our little apartment. They burned for about 5 hours, until we were ready to go off to bed.As the candles were burning, I went on line...

Remembering Peter

Today should have been Peter’s first birthday. Today Sean and I were at the beach, enjoying the sunshine, and suddenly Sean said, “How old would Peter be? About a year right?” He is amazing, how he remembers these things on the exact date. I’ve...